New Year
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Lately being procrastinating sociallising with people and also having a rough time with the boy. :( Guess work has drained alot of my energy. Its not really that taxing but every part of it seems to suck my energy. But ironically i like being busy, at least its better than idling around. I dont wanna feel like im wasting my holiday away. Then, i feel empty inside on this festive season. I want to spend more time with my family and friends, and the boy and i mean i want to spend everyday with them..but i cant. I feel im not a good friend, not a good daughter, not a good sister neither am i a good girlfriend. Even today, boyfriend invite me over for reunion lunch but i couldn't make it as i have promised to work half day. sigh. pulau ubin trip with my favourite girls are also delaying for days. I do not even know if i can make it to the BBQ trip to meet my long time no see friends. sigh just rambling....
Anyway, the boy is going to army very very soon :( perhaps that is what really makes me feel like a unhappy girl for so many days recently. We have moodswings (not only me) almost everyday. I mean...he's not just my boyfriend. He's also my closest friend who has been with me the longest for the past two years. I'll miss him and certainly..i will feel weird and empty without his presence..Deep inside, i guess i really know how people look upon me.. maybe i am really spending too much time with the boy but honestly, other than my two dears, i have never felt any closer with anyone in my whole life(other than my family). Speaking of that, i really miss my kid and kee siao these days. Had the impulsiveness to head back ny to see them badly. :(
Also, ever since i created fb, i practically left it to rot LOL.I am really not the web person. Dont really like spending my time on the net or watching videos online. I would prefer going shopping with people i am 100% comfortable with or watching tv at home even though the shows are on repeat for years ( i even watch indian movie with my dad if there are no better alternatives haha) or simply lie on my bed and sleep. So yeap thats just me, so despite having the fb, twitter and this blog, i guess i dont really come here that often.
Ok this post is just relavant to no one but myself. I have a list of task that friends entrusted me to do but havent got the time to do. so let me think...
1) celebrate disgusting belated's bdae
2) class bbq which seems pathetically organised (speaking of this, i feel so angst. If people got work i understand not because i am in the same plight but rather i feel there ought to be some sense of responsibility at work as well so i think its ok. Other than that, i guess this may probably be the last meetup for all of us to gather together before the results are released and in the next subsequent months. Aiya forget it, its not as if i havent saw this coming. Honestly, i do dislike people who are these self centered. I dont bear grudges but at some point of time, they just turned me off totally.)
3) pulau ubin trip
4) manicure with the girls. (I make for them ok!! *proud face)
ok thats all for today. Happy new year everyone! Everybody HUAT AHHHHHHHHHH :D
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Goodmorning!!Have been really busy with work fort he past few days and hardly had time to come onlineeee. yesh created facebook but i dont really know how to use it leh :x but i'll learn la, just saying~ sigh feel like a noob!
Anyway work has been fine. Actually i have posted a post on my work experience for the past few days but i incidentally deleted it. So yeah first day of work was like mad rush? i have no idea why the supervisor seemed to throw everything to me at one go and expect me to understand all the operations and work procedure BY THE FIRST DAY. So of course i was stressed la. Btw i am working at toofdocter serangoon now. Anyone wanna go there polish teeth or wisdom tooth operation/extraction can ask me! But i have to admit the pricing kinda expensive as compared to the others? Yeah, and second day only i broke down. Embarrassed much but not in front of the colleagues la. It was because the dental clinic for a moment flooded with all the walk in patients and those go by appointment seemed to all come at the same time. I swear i was totally (secretly) scolding each and everyone of them. ALL the staffs were already face black like charcoal and i still make so much mess. PLEASE BEAR IN MIND ITS JUST THE 2ND DAY, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO BE OF USEFUL HELPPPP. (I only get this after crying) Anyway i didnt get scolded, just feel kinda bad for being a hindrance. And now i think i am very stress because my partner is leavin and when she left, i'll be working alone. Meaning from booking appointment, calling to remind patient, answer call enquries, handling the payments to handling medisave procedures, operate the xray machine and the list go on. Dental receptionist is a tedious job but nevertheless i really enjoy myself. And i am glad i learn new things almost everyday. And although meeting demanding and unreasonable patients can be hard to avoid, I think i already know how to handle my emotions and not be affected by them too much. :)
heheh, here's alittle update about my life once in a while. Now i am gona prepare for my tutoring laterrr~
Life
Sunday, January 01, 2012
As seen from previous post, i didn't went for any countdown this year...busy with work and i was so tireddd. The previous post was also typed out in a rush cause i wanted to post that before 2012!! Now here's a little update about my life currently in case you think i have mia-ed. haha.
ok...23rd had earlier christmas celebration with DAWMSZ at creation cafe for pastas and later at Harry's for some drinks and games. Had gifts exchange as well! It was fun and hilarious moments, especially at Harry's. haha. Got my xmas gift from SHUMMMM. <3
25th went to Johor for shopping with baby and his family. I bought quite a lot of stuffs with $50 and im happy! haha.
27th to 2nd jan will be working for poney &
4th jan onwards offically joined the tooth doctor family as receptionist cum dental assistant! (which means i may have even less time to update this space...)
Anyway,life's pretty much on track now. :)
No matter how tough i think 2012 will be for me, i will brave it and be a cheerful girl!!
(PS this post was just briefly written cause there's work tmr and im gona sleep nowzx, goodnightszx!!)