I'm Angelina
Birthday 13 March


All I ever wanted for in return was simply our friendship to stay genuine
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♥ Birthdays

Friends birthdays here . (:

I CANT FIND THE BEST WORD TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL NOW.

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Nex's opened for a few days. I havent been there but heard it has almost everything. k fine things i want. oh ya, it has kbox also. next time we had the urge, we can just hop by there to sing our lung out even after school.

One SL project is down. Two more to go. Econs havent touch yet and i have no idea when it is going to start. Hmm, life is pretty not right.

It really doesn't feel good being hated by someone. Especially those you really hope you can be friend with. But it's never possible now. This feeling sucks.

Im living with these through this holiday! <:]

yesterday went to collect the retainers with baby. But the retainer like of poorer quality. :( Anyway, went to search for his things also. Had lunch together and spam alot of ice cream. Another happy day. :D

Last night wore the retainer to sleep. Had a good night but this morning woke up i feel like all my teeths are dropping out. :/ Once you started on braces you will have to wear the retainers to sleep everynight unless you start to get fake teeths. This means that i have to feel like my teeths are dropping every morning. How awesome could it be.

And today is stay home day. I have been running out for the past few days and it burnt me inside out. Im looking to hill climbing, swimming and shopping trips with the girls and baby, and chalet with the class, work with meixuan! It feels good to keep myself busy though i would most probably collapse someday. Hehe. Anyway, baby's coming to meet my parent soon. He's nervous! which is a good thing. Hahaha.

Im currently craving for this! but is it out of stock already? I cant seem to find any anywhere. :(

Woo, I chance upon some of xms junior's blogs and some other friends, and I realise boy girl relationship can be so amazing. Like really, who would have expected this girl to end up with that guy and nobody would have guess that other couple would end. It really stun me when I found out all of them that I know has changed so much, they have all grow up. It's rather touching to realise my juniors are actually doing well with the ones they love by their side. One yr back, we faced the same big O and struggle through and by now, we will think that it is no big deal. Really, as I read their thoughts, I have that feeling back. The feeling of being a xmsian, the feeling I have accumulated for 4 years in that school. I miss xms, really.

Dearest is leaving for vietnam tmr. Hope you enjoy your trip, and miss me! Love you & Bon voyage! ;)

IM REALLY SLEEPY. This morning force myself to wake up for the chem lecture and it was so freaking tiring. I dont know why but basically Im totally stoning in my own world. At times, i still laugh as i remember some funny incidents.I think im going mad, oh no. And then i tried to rush home to get a short nap before the ogl interview but realise im not tired anymore. %&^%$%#%. Here i am tumblring blogging and idling. Im a little scared for the interview later. Im sleepy.

"Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good if what is not won’t. Relationships are worth fighting for but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for."

ogl interview tmrrrrr. :x
and I will create fb soon k, keep rushing and grumbling. Tsk! Haha kidding.
K, goodnight!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BABYYYY! Hope you enjoy your 17 birthday! :D
Sneaked up to his house on 21th to celebrate his birthday in advance, with his birthday cake and the birthday board i made for him. (: It was enjoyable day with his accompany!And of course being a noob, he was caught by surprise! okay, had a good time laughing.Anyway we just had simple dinner at his house and cut his cake and fool around a little. Time passes quickly though.

Hehe and 22nov me and baby went to uss and play the whole day. Fun rides and funny things happen. Haha, i feel like he's taking care of a small kid throughout the day. Anyway, there were alot of people, surprisingly and we had to wait for quite awhile for every rides. But overall it was a fun day! :D oh while waiting for the Rapids adventure the water ride, i blackout like Zzz. But luckily baby was there. Part of his birthday surprises also. Haha. Afterwhich we had B&J's, niceeee and then continue the rides. All in all, I had a hilarious and interesting fun day with baby. :D

After USS, met the girls for steamboat at vivo! He didnt realise that either and was like so gullible. He actually told the waitress what i told him which was my mum booked the seats for us already and i was like oh no and dragged him in. He was like caught in surprise again when the girls(suhui,wanling,zhenyi, melissa) started singing birthday song when we entered. Haha, anyway it was rather memorable.

I was very happy to spent the days with that pig as i really have a good time laughing. :D

And today i was really burnt out. Dragged myself to school for slc. luckily i live near if not i sure grumble like mad. 2PM was supposedly the starting period, we 2.30 start and 3.30 ended. Zzz. But Justine and Sihui managed to lift my sleepy mood with their project ideas. So I have quite alot of sl projects coming up and work is starting soon. Im going to spend every single day of my life fruitfully. Tmr is ogl interview. Kinda scary. Hopefully it turns out fine.

Lastly, Thanks the girls for making our day more fun and hope you all enjoy the steamboat and mini celebration too. Happy 17th pig, love you. :)

I was suppose to be sleeping at this time but just can't sleep. I know very well what has happen but I just don't know how to put in words that best describe how I really felt inside. Pathetic and shitty. But I decided I shouldn't complain anymore and instead of sitting there and leave the shit alone and wait it to slowly fade away, I wanna change myself. I wanna be a better person and face all of them bravely. I really wanna break free from all these and really be a happy girl. Everynight I ponder why my life are so messy and I can't sleep. There are freaking lots of things weighing me down. Don't ask me if I'm fine cos I don't even know it myself. Tonight I have set my heart. I wanna do things right. I wanna badly sleep soundly at night, for once.
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so I have decided I will try out for the ogl. Heard that the SC are rather mean. Well, shall face them bravely. Haha. And hopefully I make full use of my jc life then. Thinking back, I seem to have wasted my j1 year without much accomplishment. So the tryout for ogl hope it changes everything and cheer me up a little.

Anyway, last fri caught HP 7 with the bunch of funny ppl. The show was awesome, really great with the sound and visual effect. Though I got really scare out at some parts. And I don't mean to scream at that time, don't laugh at me. All sickening ppl, tsk. :P

and for now, I'm gona sleep already. Goodnight. (:

It doesn't feel the same anymore despite how much I try to pretend it is, or when I really wish one day, magically, we have that same old warm and close feeling back. When I know, I don't have to pretend that I'm okay when inside me, it's all in a mess. Not that I am unwilling to confide with anyone, but honestly I'm always around people that cheer me up and lighten my mood. With them around, I don't feel that heavy thing pulling me down. I forget my aches and Im just happy with no worries. But when I'm alone, I just think uncontrollably and that's when all the shit mood hit me and bring me down.

But now, I don't even know if I'm pretending anymore.

Anyway, class chalet on 8-10 dec. Hopefully it will be fun and no more displeasure! And me and baby heading to uss on 22. Thanks zhenyi for helping us book the tickets! And yup, it will be another fun day. Hehe can't wait! Alright, goodnight readers! :D

Today is a sunshine day for some, yet a rainy day for the others. I really hope you guys will be fine and brave the storm ahead of you. Nevertheless, we will always be here, at least im very sure i will. Cheer up and be brave! :}

I miss the time we used to be one.

Hello, the pictures for ECP are up! Sorry no fb, so make do with it. hehehe.








































































Its cool to have known all of them. Love you guys. :}