I'm Angelina
Birthday 13 March


All I ever wanted for in return was simply our friendship to stay genuine
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♥ Birthdays

Friends birthdays here . (:

firstly, i have been wanting to vomit and cough and this sore throat is torturing me mad.
next, slc is seemingly ending pathetically because of some irresponsible teachers and kind of incompetent leaders (well both had fault). thankfully, the 5 of us had our own contribution and im grateful for all those experiences i had in sl. those days interacting with the intellectually disabled, flying kites with the innocent yet horrible children, fundraising activities etc enriches my life in some way or another i must admit. so let's make it our last wonderful memories instead of blaming others anymore. :)
then, school is torturous. everyday lecture tutorial home. i miss xms guzheng and tsb, the most wonderful conductor ever.
last but not least, i have to rush our last fundraising project by this week.

when life is not hectic, its slow and boring. when life is madly buzzing, its horrible and tiring. but i do want a busy life still. heheh. :)

dear cough and sore throat, and that horrible pimple which had been there for weeks, please go away soon. i will be very grateful, pls.

HELLOOO BT WEEK IS OVER AND IM BACK TO BLOGGING! :D it has been 20 days since i last blogged. here's gona be a super long post since last sat to yesterday. so do bear with it or perhaps you should consider not reading at all. haha. :)

okay so here's my birthday post which is suppose to be on 13th march. Thanks everyone for your wishes, i do enjoy my 18th very much! i always thought 18th birthday should be those kind of outburst and should club and spam parties kind but i really really enjoy my sweet and simple birthday celebration with my family boyfriend and those bunch of awesome friends. :) anyway, i thought i was fortunate cos i know from the bottom of my heart all my friends and my boyfriend are sincerely close to heart and are so freaking awesome, aww touched. HAHA.

so, on 12th march met baby to sentosa. intially i had no idea of what was the plan as he insisted on hiding from me. retarded rightttttt, make me whine like a crazy bimbo cos i thought he really was bringing me to the butterfly and insect kingdom my worst nightmare EVER. i pleaded damn hard to escape you knowwww. ^^

we went to try cineblast, 4D magix, luge and the go-kart and tiger tower instead. All was fun esp the luge and go kart and cineblast! i swear my legs were nua up above there and my hands were trembling like mad and i was so scared my camera drop while amid the air. He was no better still act only hahaha. Go kart was mega fun and im a pro okay. there was an auntie before me and she was riding quite slowly so i follow behind so as not to make her ps. who knows all the kids overtook me and even that sickening boy also. still laugh at meee, hello im being nice!




Then, was th 4D magix and cineblast. i feel cineblast was way better than 4D magix though i enjoyed both. haha. last but not least was the tiger tower. As i didnt know what was the next plan, i had insisted on tiger tower over butterfly kingdom like duh. turns out he had planned for us to go on the cable car rides. if i had known i would have went for desperado! haha. ^^




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ended early and we went back to vivo to have dinner! i only got to know the cable car plan after dinner so it was kinda similar to tiger tower. so we wanted to switch to ksinging at marina square. called beforehand and that person told us it was $30 plus nett for both person but when we reached it was $70 plus for two. jaw dropping. of course we requested to go off and luckily and thankfully they allow. afterall its their miscommunication not really us being troublemaker. haha. so we went to esplanade rooftop instead. we went there to piece up the puzzles he gave me as my bdae present. hehe. <3 i admit i suck at puzzles but i did finish piecing up!
then that boy went toilet but came back with a cake and a birhday song over the phone as he walked back over to me. i was shocked and touched though that idea did came across me. hahaha. nevertheless, thanks baby for all you have done for me. :)









my actual birthday was spent with my the dawmsz-d at nex ajisen. before that was with suhh and wann only. had a great lunch with them. <3 and i really thought melly and zhenyi never come y'know. :( alittle sad la but still i kind of expect they will turn up somewhere sometime and i was right! hehe. both of them look so cui after their camp, esp melly with that panda eyes. haha. it ended early but nevertheless, thanks for the brownie and mini celebration, love you all! :D afterthat rush home and waited for dad to come home and headed out for dinner at chomp chomp. had a great feast and reach home in time for the birthday cake. stuffing fat.


then it was the service learning camp from mon to tues. both day was spent with the kids at FEIYUE childcare center at BEDOK. yes bedok. first day was kinda screwed. didnt expect the children to be so boisterous and didnt expect some of the volunteers to be so irresponsible. kinda disappointed but things turn well soon. i guess im kinda fierce and unfriendly during the camp cos i was trying my best not to screw things up. thankfully, those bunch of people understand and didnt take it to heart, i hope. haha. next day went to marina barrage to fly kites with the kids. it was real fun and not as worse as i thought. the volunteers was awesome! and i had a really good kite flying experience with the kids. hehe. the whole place was flooded with the kids, and you can hear their laughter and the way they grumble when their kites interlock. it was cute, really. haha. but sadly photos was with the childcare in charge. :/ then breakcamp!

Not to forget, the week was prepare for BT week. so next day went study with gin kee, ridz and kid. aww miss ny045 gathering session and kid la haha. it was bitchy and whatsoever moment. ^^ after mugging for a total of 8 hrs? we went to nex for dinner. ridz was supposedly to leave earlier cos he had dinner at home. and so the three of us went ahead and there there out there at the playground. that malayboy retardly stunned me. i was shocked and i swear im still out of the situation. turns out the 3 retard actually planned a mini belated celebration for meeeee. ^^ its like after 4 days alr who would have thought i will have another celebration. HAHA . thanks for the card it was really nice! thanks gin kee onglikeng ridzuan and absence peiling for everything. i was really happy. ^^

then all was mugging sessions when the fun was over. i really had a tough time preparing for my BT. hello, it just a small minor exam but everyone was working so hard for it and it motivated me to hang on. im really gald i pulled through those days and now BT WAS WAY OVERRRR! the papers were alright i guess. i had no idea how i did, i just tried my best. and i promise i will work harder for the rest! ^^

after the last paper, i was like a free bird! went to watch morning glory with melly zhenyi and wann at the cathay. it was a comedy and i had a good time laughing. ^^ had aston for lunch and then home sweet home^^ Met baby at around 5 plus for dinner and we caught another movie at marina square, suckerpunch. not that bad but that boy was complaining it was horrible. i think not bad leh. hahaha. the movie ended at 9 plus. had our supposedly dinner at HK xinwang cafe. the food there was nice but kinda expensive though. played MD, hahaha, for a while only la. then had food and crap throughout. im really glad we are those couple that can really talk about anything under the sun, even those you hadn't expected. haha. <3 reached home around 12 and drop dead on my bed after bathing. life was great so far. ^^

poor suhh still havent recover from her fever. :( get well soon girl! see you on mon ya. :)

okay thats the end of what i wanna post. cant wait to see dearest and all tmr! :D

i pray life to be easier soon. it took me a long time before i decide to type it down. sometimes i feel that i have changed. and i dont know why and in what way either. i turned kind of selfish i think. as well as less considerate to others. i really dont know what cause the change in me. sometimes, someday i just slowed down my pace and realise how bad a person i have been. but then i am just a normal girl. how could i have the capabilities to please anyone and everyone? as much as i want to, there's only so much i can do. and this inevitably brought about misunderstanding and even displeasure towards me. i sat by and let it pass, cause i know i cant change anything. perhaps from past experiences i have learnt to dont let things bother me easily, i ought to spare a thought for myself. then again, it get too much and become selfishness. who really understand me? no one. i dont even bother to talk about it, how would you know. Everyday, it constantly remind me how worse i can be. and i realise maybe afterall, im not really happy at all.
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tmr's is suhh's birthday. happy birthday! love you girl :)

After reading my past entries, I realised it's all about stress and school and sl stuffs. And I thought to myself was I really so no life manzx. I got a shock though. I just forgot to include the leisure parts of the days. Well, Went to Cathay the other day and catch black swan with dawmzs except melly. I think it's far better than any other ghost movies etc though it's a thriller. Awesome show but some parts kinda don't-get-it. Yeah overall awesome. And it was the first time I/ we sneaked the m18 movie and it's kind of thrilling. You should see how scheming they are. Haha. Okay I promise to play hard after all the shit tests are over. there's sl camp next week and fun with kite, along with adopt a wish continuation. How great life is.

Sport carnival today is alright. Great job to those people who put all their effort to play for the class. :) funny part would be how epic Justine tan shrek not even when the attacker is near. And how the class scream together in unity. For the first time of this year, I guess that is when I sense the class spirit of 1010 back then. :)

sometimes there's only so much others can do. Piecing up the broken glasses may hurt you incidentally. But you know you shouldn't give up cos you wouldn't want the rest to get hurt instead. I guess that should be the spirit. No?

anyway, here's a random picture which i thought was funny.


ridiculously funny. haha.

today was adopt a wish trip to kampong glam. my group was far better than any other i guess. sadly, some just came for the sake of sl. i mean its not wrong, its kind of human instinct. but what about those old folk they have helped? is the trip just about interacting with them for an hr or so and that's it we will never meet again? i mean, its kind of disheartening to them. no idea but why i just feel so sour within each time i did this kind of volunteer work. anyway, 1027 was awesome. :)

afterwhich baby waited for me at school and sent me home. Im glad to have his accompany almost everyday. :) thankssssssssss <3

i really stress manzx. how huh? can somebody counsel me or anything. somehow i dont think that i can survive the block test, i dont know is it a physiological thing or really seriously, i have been deproving. its demoralising each time i can't do a simple question which i know i can. i guess im just too tired, can't seem to focus during lesson and my brain like lagging. okay just whining. im so gona sleep before 11 everyday now.

Today was memorable. :)

So... i have decided to go for the service learning trip to batam orphange. sadly, i dont really feel the excitement perhap cos i have been there more than 30 times? somemore, justine and qianhui wont be coming together with us. anyway, its going to be a good experience i guess.

and tmr there's the adopt a wish event. i didnt know i actually have to lead 4 groups to 5 different household. its really freaking me out. :0 hope thing turns out well.

anyway, sometimes i feel weak myself too. i shouldn't have kept myself shielded each time when i meet problems for fear of getting hurt. so im beginning to learn to be independent, i wanna be stronger to myself. and i guess only in this way, will i learn to be braver. :)

life's currently in a mess though. i have got tons of revision lack behind. :( everyone's sharing the same burden but look around us, there are people who survive very well. the road ahead is so uncertain. but taking a step at one time is not gona help. time is running out. come'onnnn, i gotta push myself harderrrrrr. :)

let's get over it.