nutritional days ahead
Monday, January 31, 2011
hehe. The class seems to have major shrunken. :O Anyway, today was funny and fun. CNY is coming, V.Day is coming everything is cominggg. :D im excited! hehe. k la, exaggerated. baby is busy with his ogl and we hardly meet each other in school. so sad, but thankfully, he still remember he has a gf to entertain. :D HAHA. tmr will be another looooong day afterwhich sl meeting. ''Brain drain''.
okay, so sat went to meet the girls. umme can't make it cos her leg pain._._ haha think the floorball hit her leg. anw hope she's fine. :) we went to bugis and shop around. bought dresses again. and mega disappointing, one of my dress turn out to be a romper. next time i should really just check throughly. no wonder that girl so fast get new one for me and put in the bag even before i had the chance to peek at it. tsk, be careful. :/ it was fun and happy day meeting them after soooooo long. :D Didnt join them to FEP and went nex find my mum and sis for dinner and shopping. sun stay home clear the house and buy nian huo.
yep and i went to see zhong yi. i have very low blood pressure. have to eat more meat and protein food to replenish all the blood? she said that given my age, im considered very weak. :/ my pulse is also weak. hais. im so going ot spam nutrients into my body. i dont wanna feel weak. :( going to see her again this sun. :[
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Hi life's still a bore. But school is always fun with the usual. I have been turning on my sleepy mode super frequently since the past few days. :( I need to replenish my beauty sleep mannnn. If this goes on I'm going to look haggard like an old woman. :( on the bright side cny is coming means there's holiday and play and moneyyyyyy! And most likely meeting dearest and the girls on sat for shopping. I have been spending alot but my wardrobe never seem to be satisfied. Whyyyy.
Okay. Main point for blogging today despite a test tmr is I'm super damn worried something is really wrong with my body. Maybe I'm exaggerating or anything but I really fear I gotten some serious disease which I super pray hard it will not be. I nearly back out during flagraising ceremony on this ver unfateful day. I swear if I were to move a little later, I would have straight away collapse onto the ground. Imagine how embarrassing and unglam that would be. K, so that is the second time within just 3 mnths? And nowadays the amount of hair I drop before/ during/ after I bathe is horrendously enormous that I'm pretty sure it canberra make into a wig for those cancer people :( chiam la, going bald alr:( but anyway thanks Mel foo and ridzuan :) and those that showed concern. :) I'm touched by victor you knowwwww. :o hahaha. So I will be seeing doctor soon in the weekend most prolly. I don't wanna take blood test, can take urine or other alternative. I will never have sufficient blood for them to draw in one arm ltr they poke two or three holes I will groan like mad. :( but yeah, I hope I'm fine. I don't wanna suffer from anything in my prime year. I promise not to waste food, and treat everyone even nicer promise. The feeling is so scaryyyyy.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
I seriously suck at mega jumppppppp. :( :/ >:(
silence that isn't awkward
Friday, January 21, 2011
Today is friday!!!! Tmr i will have to accompany my sis to collect her scholarship thingy at some cc and afterwards shopping at bugis with her and mum. which means tmr i most probably wont have the time to do revisions. and so, i will have to rush my work tonight! Shag.
anyway school has been fun with the usual company and i really wish things continue like this. stress is building up as the days go by and time is losing out. i really treasure whatever i have now. and im a happy girl. :)
Proposal is finally done and just waiting to be approved. i think some people are scary. esp those that are two faced. oh well, i guess we have to live with that. but i will never want to make friend with such people.
im feeling lethargic everyday. :(
Im so awesomely tired.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
okay, i haven't been updating. but what to update when my life revolves ard sch and projects and test, tutorials and lectures everyday. Im so tireddddddd and can't wait for CNY!!!
I dont know why but its just the starting of the year and i already sense the urgency to mug. As really scare the hell out of me. i really dont wish to end up nowhere someday.
just completed two tests in a row today. Im so relieved. Tmr there's GP test. hurry come and end. i will be gladful(if there's such a word). then there's SL proj. hopefully the proj will work and not die half way. if not i will be very very upset. :( okay random.
today renovate my room. orangeee. though i prefer baby blue. Anyhow, life has been hectic and mundane. i want time to past quickly.
i forgot to mention i need to see dentist soon. my teeths are getting corroded. :(
oh and i realised most of the time, people always form a negative impression of me even when they dont even know me. do i really look that unfriendly and unsociable? :[
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I can't see it, nor felt it.
It's just a lip service.
Sunday, January 09, 2011
'Promise me you’ll always remember: you’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.'
though I really fear for this year, for rushing through the life for the As and for every uncertainties, I will face them bravely and cheerfully. I can do this.
Tmr is the start of everything. :)
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
School haven't even started and im already feeling the stress. What the heck.
I want my holiday to extent. :(
Rewind
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
This post is for you know who. (: Im not sure if you're still reading this though. haha. I just wanna say as i have told you last night, you are considered my real close friend whom i will tell you things and share my stuffs with you if we were still as close. although we have drifted apart, i realise whenever something is troubling me, speaking to you really will make me feel better. i dont know why either, you never feel like a stranger to me.
You may have other close friends you make when you left but im glad you still treat me as your real close friend too. well, we rarely talk now, but im sure if i have big probs bothering me, i will look for you. you are one friend that matters alot to me though i never show. im sure you can feel it. if time were to rewind, im sure i wont make that same decision again.
It may be a dream, or a wish that never will come true. but i still sincerely wish one day we can still hangout together like the best of friend and bitch ard like how we used to. thanks for being part of my life, i dont know what would have happened if i hadn't got to know you first. If you need me, i will also be ard. (:
&happy belated birthday diondra. :}
2011, new start
Sunday, January 02, 2011
Hi. happy new year everyone. :]
life is currently mundane. my laziness is sure to kill me someday. anyway, 2011 is a fresh new start. but honestly...2011 is kinda scary. with the A's approaching and its definitely another stressful and mugging year. life's really toughhhhhhh. :{ but then, im sure it will be another great year! :]
had econs meetup today. and we finally finish with the write up. video to be done soon, hopefully.halfway through, we were talking about taboos etc in africa and indonesia. and i once chanced upon an article? of a walking corpse under witchcraft in indonesia for it to walk to the mountain to be buried itself. but anyway, thats kinda interesting.
oh ya, that day went baby's house and he told me about an article which says some scientists? or research hub( most likely credible) had found some spaceships with unknown species destinated to earth on dec 2012? is it really going to be the end of the world, i will only be 19 then and i haven't got to enjoy my life. :(
Anyway, caught this at tumblr. (haha)
JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited
k goodbye!
&happy belated birthday M.ridzuan, you're finally 17 huh. :D