I'm Angelina
Birthday 13 March


All I ever wanted for in return was simply our friendship to stay genuine
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( ps: it's gona be a long wordy post, do bear with it!)

Its already the last day of this awesome year! woohoo, time pass really really fast. i still vividly remember how i went through orientation and still basking in that joy and high moment to my first class test, the memorable sailing experience, viva la music, and how i managed to survive the huge crisis-promo. i met alot of friends along the way and im really glad i met them cos till date, i realise they were always there to give me a hand whenever i need. some of them came in the early part of the yr but for some reasons, they left while some came in the later part of the year and i hope they will never leave(: though they were really bitchy and super sickening but with them around, there's always laughter. and i must admit im kinda whiny at times and sometimes im so scared that i will irritate others unknowingly esp suhui! hahaha. so im gona learn to be stronger and stop being so whiny anymore. (:

this year is really awesome, not only cos i met alot of people i treasured very much, i alot met darren that sickening boy. hmm i must say i really didn't have a good impression of him initially but things change and i just unknowingly realised that hey afterall he's not that bad. and of course it's all thanks to diondra for bridging this misunderstanding between us and brought me and him closer together, and eventually we got together. throughout the period of time we are a couple, i get to know him better and i can't deny he really makes a good boyfriend, tolerating my nonsense and pms and whatsoever. thanks to the girls and baby, my jc life is really wonderful. (:

then, i want to say although this year was awesome max but there's still quite a number of regrets that perhaps makes me even treasure those i had around me now. although i'm still considered close to dearest, hsiaoching and umme but somehow i feel that i lost something which once held us even closer. i met and caught up with dearest more than the other two but still,i feel something is missing. maybe I haven't been spending as much time with them as i am with others. i really miss them, and i hope the four of us will spend more time together in the coming year. (:

& here's some dedication to some people whom have made an impact in my life in 2010,
(randomly)

tay xinan:
hey you have been my closest friend, my confidant for 5 years! and im glad you still stay in my life. and for the longest, you tolerated my nonsense most and each time i feel like breaking down, you will always send me those short but cute text to cheer me up. im kinda serious when i said if i hadn't met darren, i think i will like you instead! hahaha. but im straight, yeah no worries even if one day im back to single and though this year the times we spend with each other is even less than those we spend going to the toilet everytime during sec4, im glad we still make the effort to catch up with each other. and thats the reason why i treasured you so much. but perhap you were really busy with your new found school mates like i do that you seem to have drifted alittle away from me. i understand but i hope it wont be to the extent that close friends become your back up plans you know what i mean. and you know i have always being very truthful about what i say to you and i hope you understand me. as i said this year without you revolving as much around my life, it feels kinda different but im sure we will meet again in uni? :D and thanks to you i met diondra, though it was kinda a short period stay and things between us may get you in a difficult position but yeah, im still glad to know her through you. <3

toh hsiaoching:
woo, you this horrible girl really get me hopping mad at times mannnnnn. you went europe without telling me and now you have been mia for so long! the last time i met you was around end of november y'know. but k la, you are another one whom i really treasure alot. i only get to know you in sec3 and i remember that time i keep procastinating you cos i thought you were some snobbish girl. hehe but turn out you were so easy to bully. hehehe. you really got me smiling when im thinking what to say about you. i dont know why either, but to me, you are like a small kid but your actions and words are really funny and sometimes i nearly vomit blood talking to you cos you always slower by three pace. haha but i really like spending time with you. its comfortable and i just naturally tell you whats bothering me and you just listen and give me advice. really good ones and funny. haha. i like to laugh at the way you eat and the way you walk. there's really only one word to describe-funny. :D can we meet up soon as soon as you come back from europe? oh, i still remember the starting of the year you told me you really miss me and now the person sitting next to you during lectures are no longer me and you feels weird. although i had really short term memory, but i remember i was really happy and touched to hear that.i just wanna thanks you for always being there for me and you know i will always be there too if you need me be. (:

umme kulsum:
youuuuuuuu! another wanna vomit blood one. back to india without informing me. :( but anyway, i admit that i weren't as close to you as i am to xinan and hsiaoching prolly cos i know them longer and i spend more time with them. but nevertheless, i am still glad to have known you and hear about all your funny stories. i remember those days we mug together for o but nowadays we really rarely meet up isn't it? :O I hope i will still remain as someone important to you and someone you can turn to yeah?

ng suhui:
this vulgur girl! haha. i think she's really cute although she scold vulgurs like no big deal. hehe. i still remember the time when i first saw her coming into the class. i weren't really scared of her like the others but she go and bang the table with her bag or something and i was like wow kinda fierce huh? :O HAHA. and then the rest of us saw her sitting at the study area talking on the phone alone so we ask her to join us. and soon she became part of us, another who's as important to me. although she's kinda short, but really dont bully her often when you are just standing beside her. i only get to won her when i text bully her. haha. but anyway, im kinda surprise that you're those kind of girls that really hate whiny girls and sometimes i do get on your nerve but so far you hadn't use any vulgarity on meeeeee. :D thats one thing to be joyful about. hehe. i must admit though, i really like your character. the kind who dare to say whatever's on your mind. and though you really like to act cute with that pig face, im thankful to have known such a cute girl with such an awesome personality! (;

darren tan:
you sickening boy. tsk! i have quite alot to say about you. :O HAHA. hmm, this year has been really great with your presence. its amazing
how we got together from stranger to you being my boy now. and cos you're considered my first, this year 2010 is kinda special to me. thanks to you, i have also gotten the knot in my heart untangled. i still remember our first conversation like how i used to tell you. and this year, you revolve around my life more than anyone else. and you will always be there to shoulder all my unhappiness and tolerate all my nonsense. and i hate to mention this, but sorry to get you tear over me. awwwww, HAHA. i know my temper isn't that good either despite
how much i try to take it easy even if im already hopping mad. and my moodswing is really horrible but then you told me you wouldn't mind and you stood by me and try your best to cheer me up everytime. and of course, you never fail to make me happy with all those surprises you gave me every now and then. you are not just an awesome boyfriend but also a really awesome close friend to me too. things between us can be rough at times but we know we can work it out. im really glad to have known you this year. :)

wanling:
till date, i still don't really know how to spell your initial. :x sorry girl! hehe. but you're also another girl who means alot to me! and i think
thanks to you i really set my heart to chiong for my studies. you motivate me alot if you didnt know. (: i really admire you also, the kind who manage work and play well. and you really talk sense into me and sometimes, teaches me along the way. but i keep telling darren i think suhui is a tigress and you are like a sheep. hahaha. but i dont mean anything okay, i just mean that its good to talk to you cos you will never get angry with me even if i say something wrong. hehehe. this year was like a tornado year for me, after so much happenings you and her were always there for me, or rather we were always there for one another. i like this kind of friendships cos it makes me feel at least im not alone. (: and i super like it when i got bullied by the two sharp tongues and you got into the shit with me. hehehe. :P Anyway, you have been a really great friend and i know i can always count on you. (: you can too! :D

melissa foo:
this girl is super bitchhhhhy. :D okay la, you're not that bad afterall. hehehe. although you are younger than me but i always have the feeling that you're that big sister always taking care of me. (: though i only get to really know you in the later year, but to me you are adventurous
and someone who likes to have fun. and also, you are another one who really dare to speak whats on your mind. (: but you really have a sharp tongue and like to shoot people huh! hehe. but times spend with you and the rest was really fun and funny and i enjoyed the way you
shoot them, HAHA but not meeeee! and the wu nai face when you got shoot. hehe, but you are one pretty girl who has amazing personality. like a big sister, you are always there to cheer me up and show that you care as friend. i enjoy those time we spend together when we were having fun. :D And if you need me be there, i will always be. (:

shum zhenyi:
another sharp tongue. Hehe. but i like her character also. k all my friends have personalities that i really admire. but anyway i like you always standing for what you believe is right and not siding anyone. hehe. yup i also only get to really know you in the later year but i have enjoyed
your presence as you always bring laughter to us. the way you bitch is unique man, i really got alot to learn from you. :O Haha. but anyway, thanks for being another such an awesome friend. im sure you will be there to offer good and useful advices just like a mother. :D haha. and you can count on me too, although i may not be as good! :)

and i have to mention ong likeng, diondra tan and ginette kee. i really had a lot to say to each of them but i really don't know how to start writing. these 3 are also the ones i treasure close to heart. because of certain things, we weren't able to carry on but really, im still glad that you 3 appear in my life in 2010. and although we are not in the same class anymore next year, i believe we can still be close friends right? ginette keeeee! next time when you wanna swim or study, remember to call me along k? things change but friendship remains. i guess thats what it means. (:

i have live past 2010 fully and happily. i met great friends and pick up valuable lessons along the way. there's no denial that regrets exist though. i hope 2011 will be a more amazing year for me although most prolly its a mugging year cos of A. but anyway, with great people around, im sure i can live through it to the fullest!

new year resolution:
-takecare of my health and dont fall sick so easily
-slim down slim down omgggg, cut down on junk food!
-sleep more and drink more water
-decent results that can make it to university
-stay even closer to my family
-keep in touch with old friends and stay in touch with all close friends
-treat baby nicerrrrr, cut down on pms, be a better girlfriend
-learn to be a better person, dont bear grudges, dont be so whiny and stay stronger

okay, goodbye 2010! <3

I should stop being paranoid.

thanks mel foo for the orangeeeee and brownieee love you! :D

This yr christmas was spent kinda different from last time but it was awesome! :D met baby for our supoosed lunch at nex but we ended up walking around as both of us alr had brunch. hehe. anyway, we camwhored a little. :D




(ACTTTTT! haha)




afterwhich met the girls, went ksinging! they were damn lateee. tsk! It was exciting, haha cos i havent been ksinging for a long long time as long as i can't remember. and now some songs i really couldn't even reach that high pitch. btw, wanling sang really good! some part i couldnt even differentiate if its hers or the mv singer itself! haha next time solo okay! :D

















so we sand from 2 to 7. kinda tiring but really fun! heard alot of zhou ying and break voice. hahaha. epic funny. after k headed to heeren for waraku! we were super hungry already and the pasta display simply make me nearly drool la. had our fill and the we had gift exchange! Mel said she will kill the person who gave her cup and i got so worried cos i gave cup. :O but it doesnt means im insincere! >< hahaha, the cup is cute and wanling got it and she like it! :D and i have a orange stuff toy from mel! hehehe.












ooooh, one super funny moment when the girls trying to make their santa hat stand straight. notice the photos above. haha. and zhenyi got ostracized when hers suddenly drop down while mel and su's ones still standing straight. hahaha. i hope we weren't making too much noise. cross fingers. :x

after dinner, we wanted to tour orchard and take photos with those pretty lightning decoration. but it was raining rather heavily. and we were even having problems making our way back to the station. and so...we run in the rain! another epic moment. haha. i dont even know where im running and i just buried my head under the gift bag and held baby's hand and run with him. haha. but surprisingly, we didnt really get wet throughly. mel super pro, she ran with her high heels at high speed in the rain without stumbling. :o haha. met santa along the way too. :D



Then baby sent me home. he keep praising himself omgggg praise his bf aura praise his outfit praise his self claimed shuainess! hahaha. but still... love you very much! haha. :D



I have enjoyed this yr to the max and i hope you guys too! love you all, merry christmas! :D

Presenting to you my dearest boyfriend. :D
merry christmas! Goodnight everyone! :D

(PS: some of the pictures kinda blurred)

hellooooo! been rather busy for the past few days. here's a quick update! as mentioned previously, i went to 403'09 early Christmas gathering at alan's house. really fun and enjoyable though most of us haven't met up for awhile. yeah some i don't even recognized at a moment. haha. Met tay xinan before heading to his house. we nearly went shopping and missed the timing instead. luckily i have more self control and pull her there before its too late. hahaha. and i get to carry and played with ayden, alan's baby. He likes me more unlike dearest.:D oh ya, he has a pool table also. dearest and the guys kinda teach me how to play. i bet they had a good time laughing at my aiming and stupid posture also. Anyway, it was fun! chat with alan and some friends and dinner we disperse and headed home. i miss them soooo much! buffet/steamboat is next! :D

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Also, i went to the Bishan home for service learning. the people there are roughly 40 plus but they had kids mentality like 7 yrs old? at first i was really afraid to handle them. it was scaryyyyyyy but really it turns out to be one of my memorable experience in 2010! haha. okay, so we reached ard the afternoon and we were invited to the discussion hall to get ready and prepare before we meet them. so we were like kinda solemnly anticipating and imagining the situation like everyone was nervous. then suddenly one of the resident(patient) comes in and we were like stunned. and then we started chatting though his replies are all one word reply. btw he's considered the friendliest there. so he's like roughly give us an estimation of how the others would behave. oh ya, before that the person in charge warned us not to be alarmed when they scream or anything. yeah..

Afterwhich, we were being led to the guest hall and wait for their arrival. i swear it was the most confusing and scariest moment of my life when ard 20-30 of them started to walk in. some of them were like keeping themselves to one corner, some scolding to themselves but some took the initiative to come and say hello and shake hand with us. hehe. so we did craft and played games. halfway i was throughly paiseh. but oh well. heard some disgusting stories too,got a little traumatized. but i guess we really need to accept them for who they are. since their illness are incurable, all we can do is just bring a little more fun and laughter to them. (:
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yesterday went shopping with mummy. weird cos i didn't even have the urge to buy anything and she finds it weird that i didn't wanna buy anything. she kept pushing stuffs to me and yeah bought a pair of shoes and Christmas gifts. :D i like spending time with her and dad cos i think its a rare chance we get to spend time together. most of the time, i would also rather go home for dinner instead. like spend more time with those i loved cos i really don't wanna regret one day.

at night met baby. that idiot keep flaunting about his couple dance and his dance partner. >< but k la, im not going to get jealous. :] &#%&*&
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Today was supposed to countdown with dearest but she said its kinda chaotic and so we give it a miss. instead, last min met baby to go bugis for shopping. glad he loves what he bought. :D thanks to meeeeeee. hahaha. :P Anyway, I had a wonderful day! :D

rush home for dinner cos dad told us he's gona buy sushi platter and turkey back for christmas eve celebration. but he's busy like mad so didn't carry out. but oh well. guess we can have it other days. :}

tmr meeting the girls and baby for ktv and dinner! :D its a few min to christmas, merry christmas to everyone! :D

Maybe i tried to take it too easy, or just plainly making myself feel ignorant and let the unhappiness pass by cos i know it will be. Sometimes i dont wish to talk about certain things because i know i shouldn't let these small things affect me. i choose to live in denial, i choose to make things easy for you and me. but i dont know if that is right. tell me, will you?
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Tmr meeting my fave math teacher alan ang and his baby. alittle scared though afterall all of us havent really met and sit down and crap for along time. let's just hope everything turns out fine. :D

and sorry to dearest that i choose not to accompany you to the shisha. i know you will understand me. and dont be scared of anything be it the one you have been feeling insecurity about. dont be scared, you still have me! <3

Can't wait for outing with the girls and baby(:

I'm freaking tired. Just looked through my schedule for next week and the tons of work to finish make me feel like withering.

Mon- study date with baby
Tues- 403 gathering at Alan ang's
Wed- bishan home with slc
Thurs- not sure yet
Fri- countdown with dearest
Sat- meet up with the girls and baby
sun- rest?

:O
luckily I no work. Life is tough. But I can't wait for Christmas still!

Hi! I'm already lying on my comfy bed when I though my blog is rotting and no, I'm not going to let it die on me just the the past few. Haha. Anyway i've been busy with all the homeworks and reading books. I swear I should have paid more attention to the lectures before the holiday and not stoning away like everyday. Now it's double effort to catch up on the works. Zzz.

Yesterday went shopping with sister. Bought clothes again and my wardrobe is bursting mad though not as serious as dearest. Haha. Some I never even wore for once?! I need to control my spending already though I'm pretty tempted to buy heels. Yes, I'm such a spendthrift. :( even baby is scared of me, hahaha. I still wanna go far east and bugis.....

Today was study date with dearest! I really miss that bhb girl alot...it has been mnths since I last seen her! We spend half the time catching up and I got to know alot of stuffs. Haha. I realise perhaps some people are just ugly beneath and some are much stronger than we thought they would be. (: I love you loads dearest! :D and hopefully you don't get addicted to that shisha or whatever. :) ps we have so much to talk that we don't even have time to camwhore. So cute. Haha.

okay, so I have just completed a chem tutorial maclauron and function. Still got a damn long list to go. I'm tired of this kind of life. But I still have 4 more years to go. Perserverence pay off? I hope so. It feels kinda scary that next yr I'm actually facing that big sharp A's when it feels like I just finish O yesterday. :O I wanna end this fast and quick. Please let it be.
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To .
I'm pretty irritated by you totally. You give me the feeling that you're snobbish and a turn off. I always wonder why people always blame others when they didn't even realise the faults lie on them. Ironic.

To baby
hi pig thanks for chasing the bus just to send me home today or just to see me because we haven't met up for long. Im shocked when I see you appearing in the dark and I thought I was being stalked and blocked by a pervert. Hahaha. K nevertheless i miss you! (:

It's already more than half a year and you still prove to me you're worth me. I don't know what others think but I think Im really blessed to have you. And I believe that's all it matters. (:

Hi. It has been long since i last updated. The chalet burnt me out totally and finally i have the slighest energy to blog here. hahaha, k exaggerated. Anw the sentosa trip was memorable. As far as i could remember, i really enjoyed myself esp the kayaking! It reminded me of the sailing experience! the self capsize retarded max and i can't seem to get up the kayake and i hurt my knee cap as a result of pushing all my might to get up thereeee. Oh ya, i tried kayaking alone which i thought i really wouldn't dare. Haha, and got scolded by su!! >< haha, but anyway it was fun!



Then, went the bubble/foam pool. we played and the foam totally covered my entire eyes and the more i make it the worse it is. tsk! And we went to the cold pool afterwards! Su suggested a childhood game i used to play. the kind where we throw sth into the pool then find it. hahaha just so her la. :D




By then, i was tired max. went home without dinner with the girls. i got burnt in the nose and you all actually really go put the embarrasing photo on facebook!!!! ><

Actually, i realised any outings with the girls and baby are especially fun and amusing. hahaha. cos there will always have funny and retarded moments that can make me laugh easily. haha, anyway love you girls and guy! :D




Next was the class chalet. Hmm, about 13 people turned up and i thought it was good enough. thanks people! Met baby and ridzuan to buy the food before heading to the chalet. Met up with huge prob with the check in. They dont allow us to check in cos the chalet is register under my mum's name so she have to personally check in but i thought it wouldnt matter cos last year that person let me in without grumbling. so apparently they have step up their security cos of all the slashing incidents. anyway, we got help from a senior in nyjc. she was from the 91 batch and very helpful! cos she help us register and even waited for us patiently although her friends were already giving that bu shuang look. Though i dont really know her, and she wont be reading this but really a big thank you for saving my life. :D

After check in, the rest prepared the food and fire while me and darren went his house to get the fried rice. It was niceee. :D I took his paddle for him and he keep complaining i dont have that aura to hold the paddle properly. like whatttttt?! hold paddle still need aura one meh, i think its cool enough that a girl is actually holding a dragonboat paddle. Hahaha. Anyway, reached chalet and started bbqing the food. as it was too late, night cycling postponed to a day after. Bbq was fun although the fire died very soon. hope you guys enjoyed the food! we spend the night playing cards and laughing away and we go tired and slept! i know chalet aint about sleeping but there's seem to have nothing to do and im seriously deadbeat! :O









Next day, they went www. I have menses cant goooo!!!!! suay max. Then here comes my once in a lifetime experience. went to buy tampon and try but failed totally. Anyway i still have alot more here and i dont think i will ever try again so anyone who wants, you can take it away from me foc. its rather ex so i dont really wanna throw it away. Me and baby went to watch narnia while they at www. Good show although i didnt catch the first two.

Night cycling afterwards. I was literally keeping my eyes close whenever we cycle pass any dark corridors or pavements. It feels scary after i heard about what park connector thingy. Anyway night cycling is very cooling and enjoyable although i keep falling cos my legs short can. >< Cant touch the bottom ground that easily. Cycled for 3 hrs or so and headed back. Morning wake up only wanling left. Lucky, if i found myself waking up alone at the chalet i think i will panic like mad. Hehe love wl. :D

All in all, chalet was awesome. :D

Yesterday studied at library with baby. Its only when you started doing then you realise there are lots of work to be done and its kinda stressing me out. hopefully i can finish the holiday work by this week and revision start next week! oh, we met su last night and her expression totally :O When she heard we studying. HAHA. yeah right, thats the right face! (:

hehe, this was a long post. a combination of a week plus posts cos i lazyxyz. and its wordyxyz.

Anyway, meeting baby ltr! & happy belated 7 mnths! (: