The boy's eighteenth
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Happy 18th ok boyyyy! initially we wanted to go zoo but it was cancelled as it has been raining these few days. BUT YESTERDAY DIDNT ;/ Anyway we walked through town and bugis and it was enough to sore me out manzzzz.
woke up early to prepare the boy's stuff and got to his house for a mini celebration. the durian cake was especially nice and im glad the boy like the prezzie and the card. :D
afterwhich we headed to bugis and shopppp. wanna catch movies but turn out we shop all the way haha. Met janerd, justine and 'lulu' there hahaha (given by darren) pleasant surprise and we've got more later on at town!! i think the boy must be thinking i've got something fishy as we met so many familiar faces along the way haha. if i had known, i could have done something and that'll be so freaking funnn. ^^
Reached town and not long after we stepped into FEP for 5 min, we met wanling and ngsuhh!! i was like omg. and next we saw the boy's db friends and afterwhich melliefoo said she was at fep too and fate brought us together at a shop damn sooon! haha just kinda amazed by these people :D
(HAHA i didnt know what he was doing?)
anywayyyy saw a pair of heels yesterdayyyy. comtemplating if i should just get itttt. also, meeting the girls and the boy in awhile! gona bathe and out soon. as if A's is over, hahaha.
to the boy,
this celebration was simple but i hope you really enjoyed yourself yeah! hopefully, you takecare of your mouth soon okay, dont spout nonsense so often and get ngsuhh pleading with me. haha. also, hopefully i dont make you upset and angry anymore ok!! lastly, love you and happy 18th! :)
love youuuu :)
Saturday, November 19, 2011
ok gave up. changed back to the old one. :/
just changed my blogskin but it didn't turn out how i wanted to and im such a noob :(
Anyway caught 'you are the apple of my eye' yesterday. I think it really deserves good comment? i have never watched any sad romance without tearing. Dont you find it heart wrenching when couples in the show ended separate ways. Its just so freaking sad. :/
Anyway am watching incredible tales nowwww.
scary much.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Im left with 2 papers! I realised when people say the paper is easy or hard, i really have no idea to judge it for myself. :/ all are the same? idk.
Anyway im going shopping laterrrrrr like finally~ but guess today will just be average cos i didnt plan to buy anything yet. Life's good so far. Needa get a job soon. good income determine my shopping frequency!!
Actually there's something bothering me but this part of me just wanna ignore it. I dont like to live in denial, i hope i can probe the subject to my mum soon. going local university seems so unreal i dont know. i pray for miracle? i tried my best but i really dont know if its gona work. what if it doesnt? what is my next step? and where is my next destination? i've no idea at all...
Half a free bird
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Hi~ I kinda ended half of my papers already! :D subsequent days paper once in a week spread over 3 weeks. I dont think i really will study for them as hard as i did before the first paper. :(
Before the first paper:
''OMG alevel is coming and im not fully prepare! i dont wanna die/i needa get my As/i dont wanna get lousy grades/i dont wanna repeat/i dont wanna take again as private student. MUST STUDY OMG I NEED TO STUDY''
After the first few papers:
'Oh well, die for all i want. Its gona end soon. At most take as private student? No big deal''
haha, thats my perspective la. i dont know if its just me but i really feel i have tried my best but there's nothing else i can do even if i did badly or anythingggg. i ren ming. lol. I have checked some of the ans for the papers, maths was ok just hope cambridge dont raise the benchmark. chem was the ever screwed paper i have ever done. not the paper but me. i have never leave blanks for the entire chunck of practices but i actually left 3 blanks in the actual Alevel. Its seriously a sin. :/ nevertheless, i will study for my chem cos i needa bang on it to fufil my wish (although the chance is only 50-50).
Anyway i have finally cut my ties with history!!!! finally~ gona dump all the notes soon :D All the best for baby and the girls for their physic yeah! Jiayou!
Monday, November 07, 2011
Can't believe tmr is the start of our first paper!! I didn't know whether I should be panicking or happy or worried or whatever but currently i fear so much for tmr :( omg I feel so unprepared for the first time in my 18 years before a major exam manz. Sadly I did slack through a little in this last week but totally not cos of complacent but rather I thought I was immuned :( But today I ask myself and I realised I'm not ready to face it at all :( I have never ever brought the kind of 'so-be-it' attitude to exam hall for major exams before. I hope tmr first paper is going to be alright and a morale booster for the rest of the 3 weeks. Yeah, I will convince myself that I can do it!!!!