Not going to try any harder
Thursday, July 29, 2010
What else should I do,
if you no longer feel the same to all of us.
Confession
Saturday, July 24, 2010

To kid:
Though you are,
kiddish
immature
greedy
whiney
spoilt
retarded
noob
crazy
lazy
'talented'
'pretty but not cool'
'cute but not cool'
You are always important to me because fortunately, you have all those that never fails to cheer me up. All the cold war child play scare you enough? Haha. You know what I love most about you? Its when you started to whine and pout like a kid when I shoot you arrows.:D
Make that wish come true

Finally Vivalamusic over! Though we had not won the competition but TENSION is real awesome. I guess in the whole of JC1, no other class would have be as bonded as us which makes us so cool. :D All those practices, muscle ache bruises and attitude we 'accumulated' all for the sake of viva make it all worth it isn't it? (:
Last night ended well. Had a very good sleep. Towards the end of the year, my life will get more and more hectic. I'm not sure if it's a good thing but I hope I don't lose myself. Mid year results were kinda screwed. Now that the competition was over, it's really the time to study.
Be positive
Be positive
Be positive
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Be positive
Be positive
Be positive
Be positive
Be positive
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Be positive
Be positive
I can do it.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I wanted very much to post something, esp what i promise to. But Im sorry Im really not in the mood.
who really know?
Friday, July 16, 2010
HEYOOOO. Good news, TENS10N got into the final! :DDD we so cool we so cool. haha. The dance was awesome. The bounce bounce seriously very coooool, though the base just kept a straight stern cucumber face. >< Heheh, let's work hard for the final! :D
I have been thinking if i should follow the list of post day by day. But guess I randomly pick will be better. Hmm, so today, I'm going to talk about the friends that you can always talk to even not talking to them after a long time. (:
To dearest, hsiao ching and umme:
Im not sure if you guys will be reading this but yup, you guys are my close to heart girlfriends. When we were in XMS, now and also the future. I used to never believe friends can last for life but the three of you really proved me wrong. Even if we were in different JCs and seldom hang out and even communicate like how we used to, I always know you guys will be there for me no matter what. My greatest happiness was to know the three of you and sharing all the unglamorous and stupid yet memorable stuffs for those years I have known you. Seriously I can't imagine not having you guys revolving around my life. Though you may not have physically been around me but I know just a phone call, you will listen to my troubles and always be there for me. I may not be the best friend you ever had but true enough, you guys are definitely the best I ever had. Maybe I will gain new friends that I consider who will last a lifetime but you guys will never be replaced. I really treasure the friendships and bonds that we share. Remember those shopping trips from day to night, singing and get high sessions? though umme will shy shy, HAHA. & Those crazy study sessions, crossing the road screaming like mad cos of the coming cars(esp hc), toilet camwhoring and bonding session with the guys. & of course, those heart to heart chats. Thank you guys for being such awesome friends! Those little things that we did together will always be part of the best memories in me that never fail to cheer me up. <3
In a few hrs time, it will be Hsiao Ching's birthday. Noob, of course I know this coming sat is your birthday. I'm just pretending. Don't get too upset! Though I may not join you guys tomorrow cos of project work, I will join you guys for dinner at least. But my absence doesn't mean I don't care you alr okay, I will make up to you someday. I love you noob! :D HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY. Hopefully, you grow up! (:
Upside down
I miss the old you.
cool stuffs
Monday, July 12, 2010
Caught this at dearest's blog. I will try out the same thing if i have the time to!
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7- the friends that you can always talk to even not talking to them after a long time.
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 12 — The person caused you a lot of pain
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The friends that made jc better.
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Love you dearest for your alomost touching post! Heheheh. :D
short update
Heheh, sorry for the lack of update. After the concert, went shopping with Ginette key at Bugis. That's my only real shopping trip of the whole June holiday. D; Next day went Singapore Flyer with baby. Lost my usb so no photos to upload. :( I will try to find it asap! It was okay la, not too bad up there. Maybe at night the scenery would be much prettier. Haha. :D
Following were dance practices and PW written reports everyday till ard 8. Reached home like a dead zombie. And there's more to come. I should have expected this kind of life once I decided on JC. Stressful as it is, at least its fulfilling. (:
Usb usb usb come to meeeeeee.
Anw, happy belated 2nd month! <3
kaleidoscope 2010
Saturday, July 03, 2010
Went Xinmin's Kaleidoscope last night with my 4 favourite girls! Both the guzheng and dance performances were damn damn awesome and touching. I really wished I was still part of xms guzheng cos its really proud being one of them. I remembered during my sec one to 3, I can say that i rather disliked guzheng, given all the scoldings and stress to memorize the pu. BUT, when in sec 4, everything changed as I really began to enjoy being part of the performing group and getting to play on stage every now and then. Those moments when we practiced hard and aimed to get just a sustainable gold was unforgettable, really really memorable. Somemore in the end we got GWH! Xms guzheng made a large part of my sweet memories of my sec school life. Im really proud to be used to be an ex-xinmin guzhengnist! <3
As usual, outings with the girls are always high and mega crazyyyyy! Hahaha. Had a very good time laughing with them over trivial things, running about with the heels, vying over the 8 scoops of swensen ice cream, rushing over to be on time, camwhore periods at basically everywhere, and of course the pushing of each other to be in the center of the photos so that * cannot be seen so obviously! hahahahaha. Think most of the time van is the most innocent one. HAHA. :D
Last night was awesome.
Heheh, went home without supper after the concert. Had chat with baby on my way back. Best night since the start of june! :D