study plan
Sunday, February 27, 2011
happy day <3
Friday, February 25, 2011
Today is one day that everything is peaceful. I'm smiling deep inside, like usual. :)
finally fridayyyyyy. Gosh my weekend is basically packed with tons of tutorial work and revision. There's no time to slow down the pace of living at all. :( other than studying with dearest, meeting baby tmr for movie and dinner. :D In short update I feel so drained outtttt theses few days.
To my dearest friend, stay true to yourself. You are the only one who can pick yourself up from the mess. Don't cry anymore and move on, time will heal. Both of us know its just a matter of time. :) :)
life's good, other than studies.
Crump within.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Do I pretend too much that I don't even how I really feel?
School today was horribly long. Freaking screw up the math test when I actually attempted the qn before. I was so pissed at myself and nothing just make it right. How I wish we don't have to put up a false front to each other or to you. I can't wait to get home and finally I'm back with a bus ride with melly shum ridzuan and their other friend. Felt slightly better at least someone now knows how I really feel. Anyway I have to heed their advice and start studying now.
Ciao!
Ps: can anyone teach me Twitter? I know it's easy but after listening to peiling's story, I feel it's better not to embarrassed myself, yet. :))
<3
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I saw it. And I ABSOLUTELY dislike it. You know how I feel? :/
They linger deep within
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Tons of work to catch up. Revision for upcoming tests next week and block test. Everyday I drag myself to school, luckily I live around the school otherwise I wouldn't know I'm gona survive this.
Turn up for adopt a wish briefing. Slc members are also the facilitatorsfor the event. Surprisingly there are more than 1000 plus volunteers. And I'm in the kampong glam team. :D kp team mostly leading the j2s so yeah. Seems more fun but I don't really know. Hope so. :)
Anyway, looking back at my past memories, it just make me feels life's is unpredictable. No one Can be sure the friendship/ rls we are enjoying now can last till when. sometimes, I feel kinda insignificance to those who means someone to me. The feeling is definitely not good but nevertheless, it's makes me wonder if I haven't been a good friend and it just spur me on. Maybe I haven't but sometimes i'm just too tired to manage everything at one go, alone. It's exhausting. Through those months I have learnt that I will lose some while I gain something else. It's never gona be equal and perfect and we just have to deal with it, isn't it?
Okay, I'm burnt inside out. Swtichong back to mugging mode! And I realise my tumblr is kinda witheringzzz.
Valentine's Day
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
This post is late by a day cos last night no energy to blog. Anw valentine's day this yr was special to me. yep but anyway, i enjoy myself that day very much and was happy to receive flowers and cards from others. prepared some chocolates myself too but didnt get enough for the whole class. yeah so it was not enough so sorryyyy.
Baby bought me a soft toy rose and make bitter chocolates for me. haha i think bitter choco is super nice, dont you think so? anyway he also made a photoframe with message behind. thank you darren tan qin tian. <3 :D
and... i bake the chocolate muffins for him. my second attempt seems worse than my first. i wanted to put in wierd stuffs in there like orange skins, peanuts or even banana to make it more unique. but ltr figure i better dont embarrassed myself and make him lao sai. haha. there's also a hugh card which i personally make and super niceeeee. how i wished i can keep for myself..
yep so that day after school went home change and went nex. Didnt go far but its okay. haha. had japanese steamboat. the food there was so so only la,but still it was a nice lunch date. :) i spam alot of food and eat till my stomack literally on the verge of bursting. but luckily this time round i didnt waste much. anyhow, there's a tv screening the liang po po show and that retard (seriously retarded omg) keep sha xiao to himself while watching haha. RETARDED. then we went to partyworld to sing k for merely 2 hrs. sang like mad and had great funnnnn. :D afterwhich home sweet home.
i love this year valentine's although its kinda simple. and love you baby. :)hope you guys enjoy your v.day too. :)
its genuine.
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Heyooooo. life's as hectic as a bee. there are tons of unfinish tutorials and tests are rushing up like unstoppable waves. sometimes, really hard to breathe. :(
Anyway, CNY is over. time really flies. :( and its only 8 more months to Alevel. :O CNY celebration first day as usual was spent at uncle's house where all the relatives gather together. Lao yu sheng and all the peanuts and sauce splashed on my hands when i even barely lao for 1 sec. haha, but had fun. first time 20 plus people lao together. Didnt visit maternal side as they were all in indonesia except for my only great aunt in singapore.
play mahjong, ban luck day and night. and this year really po cai man. been losing all along. :( i really needa start saving. money money money.
chu si went house to house visiting with DAWMSZ. from afternoon till night. and celebrated wanling's birthday at my house! happy belated birthday wanling! hope you had enjoyed that day. :)
and happy 9th month indian boy! still as childish as ever. haha. love you! :}
manz, im tired. gona revise for math test! goodnight readers! <3