Buried.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Though it blew pass as soon as it came, but sometimes thinking about it still hurts.. None of us wish to mention this unhappy thing again, but we both know the scar remains. How I wish time could rewind. I ought to learn to be less selfish. I'm sorry.
'' Maybe when you've touched the heavens, you'll no longer be happy with little. When you're unhappy, sad thoughts will just keep attacking your mind... Yknow that feeling? I can't answer what's upsetting me. Not that I don't want to, I simply can't. So frustrating because I've been feeling sad so easily and so much recently. I can't say there weren't happy moments at all, there were. Just that my mood plunges.''
Got this from someone's blog, it's as if she's hit all those inner words that I couldn't have been able to express.
I should have known I'll behave this way. It's just like it's in me to wriggle myself into a ball and be nonchalent about the rest of the world. I never like me being this way. Never.
Those words still linger in my head and i guess I will never forget. Serve me right for my this damn attitude. I'm moving on, just like how I would each time I fell. I'm learning to be a better person.