when hopes turn nothing
Sunday, May 22, 2011
hi all, life's as boring as usual. i blogged once in a while nowadays and i really couldn't remember what i did in those weeks. vague memories of THE ONE which is kinda awesome esp the dance category, awesome :)before that had mahjong session at my house kinda fun as long as there are noobs who create epic and funny moments haha. then the rest i cant remember much already.
well, sometimes just as i thought people around me are real then i guess they aren't as genuine as they seem to be afterall. life is full of these kind of nonsense isn't it. i cant help to be not affected at all because its just in me that i do care. perhaps i'm still holding on to the past memories we used to had and like an idiotic moron foolishly believing that one day we will be back, back to the ones we used to be. funny how things always prove me wrong, funny how the same old things can bring me down. so i guess no one else is trying anymore.
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had a brisk walk at east coast during friday night with the boy after feasting at the hawker center there. i went there in hope of letting off my frustration and perhaps life would be much easier for me from then on. it did help but things are not gona wash away and never come back. but i relly enjoy the walk and happy moments we share at the beach. good things don't come as easily as we wished to be, i really treasure what i have now. as for what i lost or rather what we lost, they had all turned to memories of the past. which sometimes, i hope i got brainwashed and don't remember a single things we used to share.
okay now is sgc time.