Tuesday, March 01, 2011
So... i have decided to go for the service learning trip to batam orphange. sadly, i dont really feel the excitement perhap cos i have been there more than 30 times? somemore, justine and qianhui wont be coming together with us. anyway, its going to be a good experience i guess.
and tmr there's the adopt a wish event. i didnt know i actually have to lead 4 groups to 5 different household. its really freaking me out. :0 hope thing turns out well.
anyway, sometimes i feel weak myself too. i shouldn't have kept myself shielded each time when i meet problems for fear of getting hurt. so im beginning to learn to be independent, i wanna be stronger to myself. and i guess only in this way, will i learn to be braver. :)
life's currently in a mess though. i have got tons of revision lack behind. :( everyone's sharing the same burden but look around us, there are people who survive very well. the road ahead is so uncertain. but taking a step at one time is not gona help. time is running out. come'onnnn, i gotta push myself harderrrrrr. :)
let's get over it.