moving on
Monday, March 07, 2011
i pray life to be easier soon. it took me a long time before i decide to type it down. sometimes i feel that i have changed. and i dont know why and in what way either. i turned kind of selfish i think. as well as less considerate to others. i really dont know what cause the change in me. sometimes, someday i just slowed down my pace and realise how bad a person i have been. but then i am just a normal girl. how could i have the capabilities to please anyone and everyone? as much as i want to, there's only so much i can do. and this inevitably brought about misunderstanding and even displeasure towards me. i sat by and let it pass, cause i know i cant change anything. perhaps from past experiences i have learnt to dont let things bother me easily, i ought to spare a thought for myself. then again, it get too much and become selfishness. who really understand me? no one. i dont even bother to talk about it, how would you know. Everyday, it constantly remind me how worse i can be. and i realise maybe afterall, im not really happy at all.
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tmr's is suhh's birthday. happy birthday! love you girl :)