Just as much as i thought
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Things went pretty well for the past few days. Life's still mundane as ever but at least its getting better. (:
There's alot of things piling up within me, I lose my temper easily. I have something in my head and it just keeps me thinking. But the truth is, I myself dont even fathom what's my problem. Compared to others, I really have nothing to worry about. I have the best parent, bestest friends, and also true friends who never fail to brighten up my days. I dont need a boyfriend so it does not matter to me if I have or I dont, so what else? I love how I look, I love how Im being myself around my friends and I love the way I just am. Basically, I have always been proud being myself. Yet, I have this weird mixed feeling growing within me, it seems like Im losing everyone around me and its pulling me down day by day. Is this true? The protracted recuperation has been ongoing. Deep down I am really afraid of deja vu. This feeling is really really bad. :C